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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Some things about Me>
More about Me, BhieJeii:
BhieJeii [well obviously not my real name] is just my initials if you haven't noticed it yet. My real name? Should I even write it? Just guess who I am.
Well if you are not aware of it, notwithstanding that it’s really obvious, I love Anime. I have also had an interest in wrestling. I used to watch WWE when I was in fifth grade. Though I’m now a teenager, I still love cartoons [most teens don’t]. PowerPuff Girls, Spongebob Squarepants, Fairly Oddparents, Phineas & Ferb and lots more. I also love horror movies… but I don’t like it if there are bloody parts… some horror movies have those.
I am unmistakably hemophobic… that means I am deathly afraid of blood. Blood is the red fluid thingy that is circulating in the body and sometimes it spurts out of the body creating a very atrocious sight. When I see blood, my chest becomes heavy and it’s very hard to breathe. Sometimes I even cry. And the eerie thing is that I am currently anemic. Weird huh?
I am very religious Catholic. I also love watching “May Bukas Pa”. And I somehow have a calling…well you know what I mean.
I hate being measured up to others so don’t! We are all created unique and I like the way I am. I am a very cheerful person. Some people loves teasing me but some people are too intimated to do that. You’ll, more often than not, see me laughing or smiling. But when you see me quiet and glowering… well that means something austere happened.
I’m very loyal to my friends and I would rather die than to betray them…O_o… I can be a very good friend but when you do something iniquitous to me or to anyone close to me… well I can also be your worst enemy.
Aphorisms that I love [don't take it seriously]:
- i can be bribed…use chocolate
- young at heart (other parts slightly older)
- if you smoke don’t exhale
- i have money to last me forever — until i decide to buy something!
- you know you are getting old when you stop to think… but forget to start again!
- its hard to be humble when you’re great as i am
- its difficult being a legend in your own time
- when i look this good, watch out!
- all the things we lost — i miss my mind the most
- God put me here to accomplish a certain number of things: right now i’m so far behind i will never die.
- take my advice i’m not using it
- be reasonable, do it my way!
- i am not opinionated, i am just always right!
- happiness is NO laughing matter
- my mind works like lightning… one brilliant flash and its gone
- i'm so broke i can't even pay attention!
- money talks… mine keeps saying goodbye
- warning!!! i know karate and a few oriental words!
- this mess is a place!
- Caution: mood subject to change w/o notice
- why try harder? i’m already no.1
- Thou shall not whine
- i am willing to make mistakes if someone else is willing to learn from it.
- i’m not messy — i’m creative
- i’m not perfect but parts of me are excellent!
- when all fails, read the instructions
- once i thought i was wrong, but i was mistaken!
- i’m not clearly as calm as i look
- i can either be your worst friend or your best nightmare.
- i’m a tolerant woman but the one thing i would not stand for is disloyalty
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
PosiTive and NegaTive>
The Negative and Positive Truth about Me
Everyone is known for having their bad and good sides so I’m here to elaborate mine. I never really like sports. I think it just makes us tired and it all began when I was still 4, I got hit by a volleyball ball in the head by older kids. It became a trauma actually and that’s why I don’t like sports with medium-sized balls. I tried playing badminton, tennis, table tennis, and other sports with smaller balls but I’m never really good at any of those sports. I accepted that it’s OK to say, “I failed but I tried.” But I don’t really like to fail myself. Every failure really lowers my self-esteem(in a way).
At school, sometimes I see my friends as competition that’s why I do my best in my studies. It’s a good thing I have photographic memory. But I don’t have same-day service. But I’ve learned that there are no winners in life, only survivors. And when there is a project given by a teacher, I often end up cramming. It’s a bit odd, but it’s not unbalanced.
And I really hate groupings. Why? Some people won’t move unless they are assigned to do something and after that, it’s all up to me to do the rest. Not that I don’t trust my group mates, who does not trust enough will not be trusted, it’s just that they’re not as dependable as they should be. And when I try to be open minded about my ideas, they won’t cooperate. The trouble with having an open mind, of course, is that people will insist on coming along and trying to put things in it. And then they’ll get pissed off because they think that I’m playing leader. Get real! Anyway, sometimes in a grouping, everyone’s reputation is at stake. A good reputation is more valuable than money, anyhow. And when they don’t like the outcome of the group work, they’ll get angry. Really, it’s irritating. I have to keep all the anger to myself which is totally bad for me. The anger of a woman is the greatest evil which you can threaten your enemies. Their fondness of being judgmental is very contagious. I often end up having bad taste. Bad taste is simply saying the truth before it should be said. Really, the easiest way to lead people is that you must follow behind. And that’s a fact. And facts are the enemies of truth.
Another one, I never accepted any flattery from the male(human) species. Flattery is like chewing gum. Enjoy it, but don’t swallow it. And few of my friends really know that I’m a man-hater. I mean they’re just pain in the rear(no offense to the male readers). Some of them, flirts with girls even though they already have a girlfriend. Well, flirting is just the gentle art of making a man feel please of himself. AND some court girls because he knows that she likes him(ouch!), and that’s not all, some court because of popularity or the girl is richer-than-hell. Actually, I don’t understand why some girls are so infatuated with them(male). They keep staring at them that will lead to either mere obsession or even paranoia (talk to them, dang it!). Once, in Grade 4, I received a letter from an anonymous guy. But before I even read it, I threw it. My classmates are the ones who read it because the letter was just under my table. All I know is that my name is spelled wrongly. Okay, who the heck is “B-E-Y-A-H”?
Anyway, I’m really lazy. I tend to do nothing and doing nothing is very hard to do - you never know when you’re finished. And sometimes, gluttony is hovering over me coz I love to eat. Well, part of the secret of success in life is to eat what you like and let the food fight it out inside. And when there’s a problem, I believe it is common sense to take a method and try it. If it fails, admit it frankly and try another. But above all, try something. And if you ever find a solution and became attached to it, the solution may become your next problem. Two wrongs don’t make a right, but they make a good excuse. Just some words of wisdom coming from me. o_o… And I made myself realize that humanity is a parade of fools, and I am at the front of it, twirling a baton. But God created no fool, it’s just that some people haven’t develop their brains further. But still remember that a foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds. I feel like I’m so sinful because I lie. I think a lie is an abomination unto the Lord and a very present help in time of trouble. I really have great faith in God but sometimes I tend to question Him coz my plans fail. But I learned sooner that a good plan today is better than a perfect plan tomorrow. Ever since I was a kid, my dream is to go to heaven when I finally die. But I have to change for the better and sometimes it takes an unexpected encounter to put your life in perspective. And as much as I don’t want to commit sin, I still end up sinning and it bugs me so much. Everyday I wish the world will be a better place to live in and I hope we’ll be able to face all the test that come our way(and the ultimate test). The ultimate test of man’s conscience may be our willingness to sacrifice something today for future generations whose words of thanks will not be heard. And we must realize that we must be the change we wish to see in the world and we have to remember one thing about the will of the people: It wasn’t long ago that we were swept away by the Macarena. And lastly, before I finish this, evoke that the only certainty is that nothing is certain and don’t take life TOO seriously, you will never get out alive.
-(Journal II-11 year 2008)
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OKAY!! Sa wakas at ntpos rin… Yes, yes, yes… it was from my journal in second year… I was having second thoughts if I should post this or not… but since the teacher said she liked it… why not?… sorry for the sudden change of moods in the entry… I know there’s plenty of it…my bad… and I almost forgot… the quotes found in this journal entry is courtesy of RDAsia… and to all of my past classmates… who are reading this… if there are even any... HI!… TNX so much for reading!… i have posted ds blog in 3 sites already.. including here.. okay yun lang! HAPPY DAY PEOPLE! Ingat!
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